Trying

Something.

Trying everything. Trying not to get discouraged but things take time and I’m very impatient. Ideally, I want to make a million dollars overnight so I might need to adjust my expectations. But really, I just need to find some direction and discipline I think. And I will always refuse to be realistic as it is more fun to think that there is unlimited money out there and I deserve to have it, spend it, donate it, earn it, get more, spend more and so on.

(Hopefully) aced an exam today so I’m celebrating by opening 8 thousand tabs, trying to paint and write at the same time and also editing some stuff. As my kittens go buck wild in the periphery. I applied for a bunch of grants and scholarships today and have been looking into a score of writing opportunities. Paid or unpaid, I just would love to have more experience and content. Meanwhile, I narrow down my niche neesh nitch if that is even possible for me. Or necessary. We’ll see!